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secret world

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secret world 04:59
I'm in a world that no one knows It's not a secret level just a cheat code I gotta stay where I know what works It's not that I don't wanna be here I just know it hurts I'm so sure that this is my plan, gonna make it to the end of the game I'm gonna run this land. So go ahead, invite the whole town. I could never say no, thats just the way it is now. I got a stain on my favorite shirt, everyone will notice, no one will care. I got a few favorite songs. I don't gotta play em all I'm just singing along. I got a place where I can hide. It's my own world, I'm in charge of everything inside.
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so what 02:00
I will take scraps. Starving. Barking at the moon. There's food in the house. What does it take to settle down? And how much does it cost? So what sue me! I am only human. I've never spent so much time on something in my life now its my fault. So what sue me I am only human. What's the point of screwing up something that you can't even laugh about? So what sue me I am only human
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not that bad 02:39
Pull yourself up from something. Don't let yourself fall into dark patterns, space from loved ones. It's hard to be so kind. You know yourself not that well, not as well as me. You've always had these functions, you've always felt it. You know that you're allowed to feel sick the same as everyone. I tried to pay you once just to leave our place with me. Just wanted someone to go grocery shopping with me. You spent all of your savings ordering food straight to the house. Forget I knew you so well they've got to be surprised. You know it's not that bad right? You've got a decent life. Pull yourself up from something. Dark patterns, space from loved ones. It's hard to be so kind. I couldn't complain to you, I wouldn't bother you about it. I do just love you so
4.
Don't get what anyone means. Try to make sense of anything. Everything's a broken bone. Hard to make it home on your own. Brain is getting pretty cold, hard enough to be alone. Everyday is different now, and I like it that way. Everyday's the same. Making myself eat, brushing all my teeth. Doin' all the work that I should be. Make they've got food, make sure there is water. Make it so clean you can see yourself in the reflection of some screen. Please be another chance for me, please let it rain so I can see who I want to see. Seein' who I want to see, seein' who I want to see
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gods pocket 02:58
Late night on my phone, it's nostalgia porn, it burns my eyes. stage an interaction, try to make it seem right. Death of a friend of a friend makes me think twice.... I cannot say what I really mean, but in my little world I can call it how i see I would not understand if this was just god's plan for us. There is no way out, and we are just his pocket lint. He is just no good at keeping track of what is wrong. Gone to sleep Go to sleep, face your fears, do not speak
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walk around 01:25
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cup runneth 03:14
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glad & sorry 03:21
Crazy how it all adds up to something you cannot explain. Never knowing when you wanna go and when you wanna stay. How's it gonna be when you run out of things to say? Are thing's going your way? Do you wanna stay? I would never take something like this so seriously. I would never take something like this so lightly. I have got a secret to keep. I am glad and sorry. I've got this nice disease, it's a special sickness to me, and I'm scared to know the cure. Go ahead and do your worst. Be my guest and cast your curse. Do you know how many dollars this will cost me? I don't know exactly how I got so sorry. What's it make a difference to you? You are not invited
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I'm gonna spill my guts and I will have them all cleaned up by the time everyone wakes up in the morning time. Something makes me feel like this might not be so stupid as it looks, and maybe I'll sleep on it just one more night. It's my only plan right now yea its my holy land and I would probably eat some crumbs right out your hand how messed up does that sound. Waiting for some rainy day for so long what's the point in that I don't think you could know that, I don't think anybody really does. Alex thinks he know's just who he is and I thought that I might too but nobody really knows that. I don't think anybody really knows. Just another common prick of conscience just another lesson learned

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written and recorded 2019-2020....

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released September 21, 2021

Tyler Moore plays the drums on "cup full"
Sam Hall helped engineer drums and mix on various tracks
whole album written, performed and produced overcompressed by ME

thank you to the band that used to play with me at one point or another was

Tyler Moore, Ryan Hagan, Brian Voortman, and for just a moment before the pandemic Vanessa DeCouto & Sam Hall

all art and layout by Ryan Hagan

Thank you sm

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